As a start a new blog entry I am a little cynical and somewhat apprehensive. Why? Oh only because I haven’t posted anything since 2009. PFFFt not that it matters, or does it? Have I done anything to the blog since then? No. Have I opened the page since then? No. Did people read my blog? Uhm how would I know? Anyway if they did they are probably scarred for eternity…
Gone are the days that you have so much time to procrastinate and focus on the “small” things. Yes I am in direct contradiction to one of my earlier blog posts, “Procrastination is not a flaw; it's a gift for those with an open mind. For the liberal mind, those that cannot procrastinate, seldom enjoy the thrill of a deadline, miss out on the small but significant things and become too consumed in their own masquerade”
I still stand by this but how do you deal with doing so much of nothing that it seems like you are too busy? Good question and the answer comes from one of Bikini –Bottoms foremost inhabitants, non other then Patrick Starfish.
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This gives you the illusion that you have accomplished something even if that something is nothing. Right? So am I saying that you should not do anything and then be proud of you achieving nothingness? No I am saying that if you don’t succeed it doesn't mean that you didn't achieve anything, you just learned how not to do it, that’s all. Your way was not the right way and to find your right way you need to just work differently that is all.
I still haven’t explained why I have not updated my blog. Oh that is easy, I have been “too consumed in my own masquerade” to do anything that did not add instant gratification.
OH BUT HAVE I BEEN WRONG. The exhilarating effect of just letting the words jumble out through my fingers and on to the screen is providing me with great satisfaction, even though I assume no one will read this. I think is my brain telling me that the madness is getting a little bit too much to management and it’s time to let it out. So this is my little bit of doing nothing but doing something. Not saving the world, fighting a battle against the Titans or even wasting someone’s time. It’s just a way to say I am procrastinating once more and I like it.
Not making sense? Don’t worry dear; I never make sense, not even to myself…
At least it is a post… DEAL WITH IT.
From the cramped walls of my mind, yet another mindless thought…
